(credit: M. Forleo)
I was in the dumps (I know - again. What can I say?). Those times when all seems so murky, no end and no begging, no clear path, no real light, just thick gewy “not goodness” all around.
Then, I do what I do when I’ve had enough.
I start with the little things, I take out my to-do list of all the forgotten things... and I start with one. (This is that silly list that contains all the things I actually want to do ((i.e make yogurt, plant some seeds, read, listen to a podcast)) but I never give myself the time to do... because let’s be real, other shit gets in the way (like making sure my children stay alive 🤷🏼♀️).
Anywho.... this particular day I started with a podcast, and Marie Forleo made my day (and week.... and counting).
How many times in my life have I been questioned because “I get involved in too many things”, or “like too many things” or “don’t focus my energy on any one thing”...
MULTI-PASSIONATE. Small word, large feelings. It’s a thing? For real? I can choose to be this and own it? And it’s ok?
Wow (sign of relief).
Now I feel like I have to start redefining myself around the positivity behind the idea of being multi-passionate.
I’m not sure that I understand yet.... but it feels lighter, better, truer... and accepting. Like my true self is being seen.
So, back to the beginning. My gewy darkness .... cleared up a bit and I can see more light. Moral for this week: never throw away that to-do list... who knows what wonders are waiting for you at the end?
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