The image that comes to mind is a tight rope... trying really hard to stay balanced and keep my thoughts and emotions in line. But, to be perfectly honest....I am not on the tight rope. I am dramatically falling from one side to the other desperately grasping at the rope in an emotional attempt to stay sane.
I fall to one side and I feel free. I feel ready to pivot and start something new and unknown. I feel like I have both the energy and the knowledge to start again and find a project that I can be truly passionate about.
Then, I fall to the other side, and I feel death (I know dramatic... but hey). Death of over 15 years of working in corporate, building a career and accumulating knowledge. This will all be gone in 3 months and then what?
As with a forest fire, after death comes rebirth. I consciously think about this and I climb back onto the tight rope (lets see how long I can last this time).
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